My thoughts are sincerely with you and your partner, just remember stay strong for each other. I am not a godfearing person but I have always loved this poem and felt a little strength from it and hope it does for you two.
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most,
you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied, "The times when you have
seen only one set of footprints, is when I carried you."

Dealing pocket cards: [Td, Qd]
flo-flo calls
MrOeko raises $1,000
KC 97 folds
jomajima folds
gigi m folds
stiffon calls
flo-flo calls
Dealing flop: [5s, 9h, 8s]
stiffon checks
flo-flo checks
MrOeko bets $4,000
stiffon calls
flo-flo folds
Dealing turn: [Jc]
stiffon checks
MrOeko checks
Dealing river: [7d]
stiffon bets $82,000
MrOeko calls
stiffon shows [Td, Qd] for a straight Queen high
MrOeko shows [6c, 9c] for a straight nine high
stiffon

Starting Hand
Dealing pocket cards: [Ts, 4h]
stiffon calls
Bundzsi checks
Dealing flop: [4s, 5c, Tc]
Bundzsi bets $30,600
stiffon calls
Dealing turn: [Td]
Dealing river: [Qh]
stiffon shows [Ts, 4h] for a full house, tens full of fours
Bundzsi shows [9c, 7c] for a pair of tens
stiffon wins main pot $74,000
Bundzsi finishes the tournament 2nd and wins $43,575
Bundzsi stands up
stiffon finishes the tournament 1st and wins $72,625
stiffon stands up

Starting Hand
Dealing pocket cards: [Kd, 5s]
stiffon raises $4,800
SpectrumPT raises $18,505
stiffon calls
Dealing flop: [Kc, 8h, 5d]
Dealing turn: [2h]
Dealing river: [2s]
stiffon shows [Kd, 5s] for two pair, Kings and fives
SpectrumPT shows [Qd, 9c] for a pair of twos
stiffon wins main pot $43,410
SpectrumPT finishes the tournament 2nd and wins $11,000
SpectrumPT stands up
stiffon finishes the tournament 1st and wins $19,000
stiffon stands up

Starting Hand
Dealing pocket cards: [8c, 6c]
albatotor folds
maikkolfje raises $1,000
DANIEL14 calls
AUSTiN316 folds
stiffon calls
Dealing flop: [8h, 9h, 8d]
stiffon checks
maikkolfje bets $5,000
DANIEL14 folds
stiffon calls
Dealing turn: [6h]
Dealing river: [Qs]
stiffon shows [8c, 6c] for a full house, eights full of sixs
maikkolfje shows [Qh, Th] for a flush Queen high
stiffon wins main pot $8,925
maikkolfje wins side pot $2,050
stiffon stands up

Starting Hand
Dealing pocket cards: [5h, 8s]
stiffon calls
sony8 raises $100
Fredneck folds
Shaun Yudin raises $1,525
Who Me folds
stiffon calls
sony8 raises $2,400
stiffon calls
Dealing flop: [2s, 7c, 8c]
Dealing turn: [8d]
Dealing river: [9c]
stiffon shows [5h, 8s] for three eights
sony8 shows [Ac, Ah] for two pair, Aces and eights
Shaun Yudin shows [Qh, Qc] for two pair, Queens and eights
stiffon wins main pot $4,700
stiffon wins side pot $1,900

Starting Hand
Dealing pocket cards: [Jc, 6c]
stiffon raises $2,400
Beach raises $6,500
stiffon calls
Dealing flop: [Th, 2h, 5c]
Dealing turn: [9c]
Dealing river: [2c]
Beach shows [7s, Ah] for a pair of twos
stiffon shows [Jc, 6c] for a flush Jack high
stiffon wins main pot $16,200
Beach finishes the tournament 2nd and wins $11,000
Beach stands up
stiffon finishes the tournament 1st and wins $19,000
stiffon stands up

yes i won my first 5,thou tournamont it felt good now the sky is the limint

yes yes i won my first tournamont it was a free
one but i don't care i won

yes yes i won my first tournamont it was a free
one but i don't care i won